It was on May 28th. I was with my 4th grade class.
I felt very nervous about the fact that my supervisor was going to visit me because I didn’t feel secure, comfortable and prepared to do my class.
First of all, this class has a low attendance at all subjects, specially english so it was very hard for me to get used to the fact that I wouldn’t have more than 7 or 8 students in classes. On the other hand, I know these people are good people and all they need is attention but I have to recognise that I felt I wasn’t prepared to face these situations and many times, I felt outstripped. I felt unmotivated and I didn’t get closer to the contents of this semester.
Apart from that my relation with my teacher guide in a professional way wasn’t the best, because I never felt a positive attitude toward my class. We have very different ways to behave and teach in the classroom. But I had to make out the idea that I had to make him to participate in this stage.
8:30 and the class started. The class didn’t have good results.
After my class, I knew that everything was awful and I was going to get bad news and it was just like that. My supervisor told me that I had to improve many many things, as my lesson plans, my resources, activities, attitude toward the process, the class and my teacher guide. And she gave some tips to mend my work.
This was a new start for me because in this moment I realized that not all things are going to be easy or fluent for me in my future career, so I reflected on my future and what I will have to do and I realised that this is what I want to be, that’s the reason I chose this course of studies, because I really care about the future of these students. So I started to prepare my classes and create interesting and appealing activities for my students and this cause a closer relationship and motivate my students to come to English class. Until this moment, when I finish a class I feel fulfilled.
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